Practicing, Emotional, Self Learning!
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This probably a short blog updated about my life. When I started living in the State I found many things I have to challenge on myself. Those things are about: feeling of sadness, excited, loneliness, confusion, happy, weakness... So what to do when I got those feeling? When I got those kinds of feeling I just try to relax but relax by keeping myself busy, connecting with people surround me, talking to my families. I don't lock myself in the room because as long as I lock myself in the room it means I let those feeling come to me. How is my relationship with God grow? At the first week I arrived my host family that was a very difficult time for me because those feeling came to me but in the same time I felt I was very connected to God. I spent time praying, reading bible and praise him with the great opportunity. But do you know what happened next? As long as I started making friends with people and those kind of feeling are not with me I forget about my relationship with God. To be honest some time I lie myself and some of you may have experienced that also. Sometime I talked to myself OK Sophea today you have to read bible and spend your time with God but you probably know what happen, I only talked to myself and I do not do it. Nothing embarrassing than you lie your self. These few days I spent time do reflection about my life and I realized that the time is going very fast and sometime I just let the time go by doing nothing. Doing nothing in this context is about my relationship with God. So I shouldn't just let the time go but I should priority God in my daily day. The other things that I found about myself in here is I enjoy cooking Khmer food for my host family and their friends. All people in here know everything about Thai food and it is good that I am here so that I can present our Khmer foods to them and they love our Cambodian Foods. I miss you HOME SWEET HOME.
I love to share you my favorite bible verse: Philippians 4:13
13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
